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hmm..i tink i get too emotionally dependent once i start relying on someone..not a good thing..coz its always best to rely on oneself..lonely at times..but at least i can always rely on myself to be around for myself..sounds pyscho? haha..heck care ur opinion..no matter how close someone is to u..they cant always be relied upon to be there for u..yea.. i cant always be relied upon to be around for my close ones too..so i cant blame anyone else.. so ya.. just some thoughts